Through inspiration and knowledge, I want my Atelje Rose to become a place where we can share through writing and art the struggles of many women partners as care takers or nurtures of others. Us healers face all the behavioral, emotional, and mental conditions of the people we care for. Husbands, partners, children, and family members. Once the wound has manifested it will not stop but carry through generation after generation and create more wounds and emotional illness. If there is not an interception of a highly caring and insightful person to come into their life and change the path of destruction which can only be done by great sacrifice of self but also deep knowledge of the mental and spiritual self.
My personal journey would have been so much easier if I had known about behavioral unhealth and mental illness growing up and becoming a woman. As a special education teacher, I slowly through my education became aware of my situation and my family’s conditions. After many years in school I could face issues and problems with much more ease and start the process of healing the people I care for and that are surrounding me.
As many women and nurturers through the destiny of the universe it is especially important to have the knowledge of our task or mission and objective to prepare us early in life. Behavioral health and mental illness should have a bigger stronger focus for girls and young women trough education and upbringing. I feel we must prepare the next generation of healing women and help them be more prepared to the task ahead. If they have a strong sense and knowledge of the people that will come into their life it will be less likely for them to become victims of behavioral mental illness from their partners.
We know the more caring a woman partner is the more likely we will become the target of emotionally ill persons. The reason I say this is from looking at my own family’s background and now seeing my daughters’ path. They, with more knowledge and understanding of these conditions growing up with their dad still knowingly walks into the same situation. I had to look at this and figure out why? My conclusion is that we are born into this, it is written in our destiny. So now they are nurtures just as I am, and my grandmother was. (Not my mom, she became the opposite, which is how I came about. but that is for a future story).
Back to my daughter’s situation where they are now becoming nurturers for emotionally wounded men. As empaths, INFJ’s, healers or white witches we have many names) the universe keeps directing us to these behaviorally unhealthy, type A, PTSD, narcistic, border line, mentally ill partners, (they too have many names). Watching this happen and because I feel it is the mission for us from the spiritual world let us say to spread the knowledge and understanding of behavioral emotional problems. Because mental illness is so stigmatic, and little talked about or accepted in our family units or as a society overall. If we can openly discuss and share our experiences, it will be more accepted and understood. Talking about my struggles with my own family, more and more information came out about the history of us. I felt that had I knows this as a young woman, I had had a better chance in successfully helping the people around me. If when I grew up these conditions would have been brought out in the open, I would have been more prepared and stronger in my relationships. Not to avoid them or the wounded people coming into my life but to know how to deal with and care for them.
I have come to believe that for certain women/partners it is our gift or the purpose of our life here on earth to heal the wounded people we encounter so the damage doesn’t travel further down to the next generations. I am looking to give support in spreading the message and take away the stigma of mental illness and behavioral emotional health. The more we talk about this the more understanding and accepting we can become. With that we can be healing for the wounded and give more strength for the caring. This is the universes mission and my mission.
-Caring is Sharing for Humanity and Earth-